i swear

Imagine you met someone for the first time ,

then suddenly they fall for you .

that's what it's called love at first sight .

and this guy is just so idk , this is hard .

i haven't move on, you can't expect me to fall for you .

unless you can make me forget him , that"ll be great .

i swear idk what to do right now .

i miss being called a BIMBO by that someone :o .

HAISH !

xoxo fykachuu~

p/s: big brother's friend sleeping over,baaaahh (:

i want to countdown with loves , and make out after that , can ?

new year resolutions: be a goodgirl , not to fall in love , study hard , not to have arguements , pray and repent , stop talking so much in class , honest with everyone , and be nice to everyone, not come back home late from outings and always love my family(:

BBQ'S PICTURES !(nazurah's)

There's so much more , but i think that's more than enough to see (:

sentosa with babygirls !

taaaadaaaa ! goodnight , i'm too lazy to update , well atleast i did update ^^v .

so many things happened uh so lazy to elaborate .

xoxo Fykachuu~

i'm so shagged .

hi Monsters !

i just came back home from bbq !

like 30 minutes ago , now's 11.27 .

weeeeeeeeeeeeee , it was a blast , photo taking sessions = great , most photos are at aminur indra's and wanie's camera !

yeaaahhhaahahah , i look soo good today !

i got a few only uh photo so yeah !

sexy legs , lol ^^v

stone !

Tallest,Taller,Tall ! (:

i'm so lazy to elaborate alot of things , i shall copy and paste if my bbyg's update theirs.

anyway tommorow going another bbq , ahaha ! this time at pasir ris .

wahh , pray for me that i will sleepp early !

alaaamaakk ! candid paaaaa !

kening thakleh naik lagi ker ?

apeeerrr niy aiiha ! supporting sikit uhhhs , i know you lapar .

sexyy per , diyaanaanaana .

and yes , the picture of me and aiiha and aminur , that time was waiting for them to arrive cause they were SOOOO late and we were SOOOO early , chibs betoll , and aiiha was like , i'm not gonna take any picture until i get to EAT ! ahahahahha . And then when all arrive , who is this ? points to aminur , i and aiiha : Wanie's cousin , sooo much for cousins heeyyy , when i and him STUCK TOGETHER !

funny siall , sorry if we lied to some of you .

my day = fantatstic .

now , my tummy pain , and i still haven't changed my clothes,i'm gonna change soon ^^

one day you realised that i actually wanted you to be here for me now and forever . Because no matter how hard i tried to forget you , yes indeed , i still am in love with you . in fact i had always loved you but it's the fact that i can't show my true feelings ,

yes, you FOR MY FUTURE , well i hoped so .

fall for you

hi babyG !

remembered this ,

Best thing about tonight that were not figthing ,

could it be that we have been this way before .

...................

hold your breath because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you,

over again , don't make me change my mind .

who sang that ?

remebered who ?

our greatest hawtest guy you've ever met , who flew away to the other side of the world ?

remember , him ?

yes , i miss him too ,

me and aiiha was remninsing the past on the phone , and how i complained to her on how much i miss __________(you know who)

and how muched aiiha missed fahmi !

tsk!

i remebered i sang your call wrongly , ahahaah !

i'm tooo lazy to update about what happened today , maybe tommorow then !

yay , gna have picture sessions again !

3rd update ^^v

so , i'm bored and i can't stop thinking about one person .

you see , yesterday i doze off while texting him ,

tht was already 2 am or 1+ am , i can't recall ,

then in 5.30 am in the morning he texted me ,

he said he can't sleep thinking about me , like why i suddenly never reply .

he thinks that i'm angry with him about bitter heart , funny sial .

cute bodoh his attitude , then he apologise for no reason .

i woke up when i felt the vibration of my phone , and i saw his sms ,

can you believe that i smiled ,

and i keep laughing at him , soo stupid saakk this boy .

can't wait to meet him tommorow ,

i'm sooooo gonna bully him , make him kecohkecoh !

mum said : Aries guys got anger manangement problem ,awww how sad .

did you know that my mum believe in this horoscope whatever shits , tsktsk !-.-

p/s: i can't believe that i'm actually happy for now , thank you very much iloveyou . i just like it , that your soo understanding and soo nice and so patient towards me , altho your not kecoh , don't worry i like you this way  mwahs ! you keep me smiling , and i just can't stop smiling , there's something special about you , i wonder what it is .

Tumblr is calling me , ahahahahah ! nevermind , i stay true to you blogger unless unless i really have the urge to use tumblr , shhhhhhhh !

i find my today updation very irritating , andand i feel like telling the whole world one secret , so they know that i'm very strong and powerful , fuuhh talk macam CHAMPION ! kay dahh bye , i love sweet things .(honeybee your mine)

bolds ones are the ones i did or the guy and it's soo true ^^

1. Don’t think that just because you didn’t tell us we are never going to find out.




2. Our friends know EVERYTHING.



3. EVERYTHING said to our friends will be told to us. Guaranteed.



4. No matter what we say, we hate your ex-girlfriend.



5. We check our phones every hour to see if you have replied to our texts, then worry if you haven’t.



6. The fact you might leave us for another girl keeps us up at night.



7. When we’re not talking to you on MSN, we’re actually waiting for you to talk to us (in a non-snobby way, we want to see if you still care enough to talk to us).



8. When we act sad, we want you to hug us.



9. Our favourite part of the MSN convo is at the end when you say good bye, because that’s the part you say you love us.



10. We actually freak out on what to do during holidays like Valentines Day.



11. We don’t care what our friends think of you, but we do care what your friends think of us.



12. Yes, you might be the reason we failed that Maths test.



13. We are very, very scared of scaring you away.



14. We don’t care about what we talk about, just as long as we have your attention for a few minutes.



15. Of course, we do believe the crap we read in magazines.



16. We have mood swings. Get over it.



17. Everytime you’re around other girls, we worry they are better than us.



18. We don’t want to hear how cool your ex-girlfriend/neighbour/be

st gal friend is.



19. Movies like ‘He’s Just Not That Into You’ depress us.



20. We will move mountains on our timetable if it means seeing you.



21. We compare every other guy to you, and you always come out best.



22. We hate it when you go to discos without us.



23. We hate feeling as if we are like any other girl.



24. Don’t brag about other girls liking you, it just makes us insecure.



25. When we say everything is ‘fine’, it generally means everything is absolutely horrible and we are on the brink of falling to pieces.



26. Don’t just say ‘ok’ when we say we don’t want to talk about it.



27. If you want to know something about us, ask our best friend.



28. If you do not hug us, we will not kiss you.



29. We think you are the best guy in the world.



30.

We.Will.Kill.You.If.We.See.You.Slow.Dancing.With.Another.Girl.Without.Telling.Us.



31. We really do want you to stick up for us.



32. Compliments. We love them.



33. Be on time. We will think you don’t care if you’re not on time at a certain place.



34. Whether you say (L) or luv or love does matter.



35. We don’t care if you couldn’t come on that date because of the most embarrassing reason in the world, just don’t lie to us.



36. We like cuddling up to you so let us.



37. Silent Treatment + Short Answers + Not Smiling or Laughing + Evil Looks = YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG.



38. You will be classed in our ‘Hate’ list if you forget our birthday.



39. Do not ask what’s wrong. We’ll never tell you we just want you to cuddle us.



40. You need to tell us what you think of us, we don’t make assumptions (apart from ‘OMG HE’S GONE OFF ME HASN’T HE?!’)



41. Telling us that we are pretty will mean absolute LOADS.



42. Do not make fun of us unless we are in a good mood. As insecure as girls go, we take these things very seriously.



43. If you do end up doing Number 42, you just have to hope we aren’t in a bad mood.



44. Saying something sweet MIGHT get you off the hook. Doing something sweet will ALWAYS get you off the hook.



45. We never forget things. Ever.



46. We over-analyze everything.



47. We over-react to everything.



48. When we are mad at you, we aren’t actually mad at you we just want you to apologize so we can start showing we like you again.



49. Please don’t stand 384931491329403 feet away from us. Even if we are scary.



50. Please acknowledge that when we are online when you sign in, we probably have waited ages for you to come online so please make it worthwhile.



51. We do not care if 50 000 other guys declared their love for us if you never do it none of it matters.



52. We don’t like being used.



53. We like it when you do un-expected nice things.



54. We usually don’t let just any guy make us cry, so if you make us cry, damnnn you must have done something bad…



55. This is the way it works: You don’t give us any attention, we dump you. It is NOT: You don’t give us any attention, we chase after you. Deal with it.



56. We like it when you are protective of us. It makes us feel special.



57. Unless she is a moronic idiot, a girl who truly loves you will love you for a long, long time.



58. When we come back from a holiday and brag about how awesome it was, during the entire time there we were probably thinking about you. A lot.



59. No matter where we are or what we are doing, we really want you to hold our hand.



60. And please for the love of god shut up about how fit other girls are. You know we like you and the fact you do this despite you knowing how we feel is just evil
 
p/s: if only they noticed , aww too bad they don't :( sorry aiiha for taking this (:

i'm a good girl ^^v

hello little infants !

goodmorning , today i woke up and i help my mum buy groceries ^^v

she woke me up to ask me to help her out ,

teeeehheee , i know i'm a good daughter , mum says i better start praying .

okay ! i will , well soon and i have to repent , i have to i have to .

and yes , i and my mum had a mother and daughter talk , waahhh she support me siahh about the other girl , i show her and she was like " tak lawa jer " i know i very mean but hey , if you were me you would actually do the same thing ya'know .

so yes , mum let me fixed the webcam but i sooo lazy , further more idk where's the installation disc , anyway naz tommorow go east coast can bring my man !?

tell me taww , later if you online you gimme the answer , weeeeee finally i get to meet someone , tralalalala happy siaaakkk !

p/s:eh-eh syiqah , marissa , aiiha ! next week want to go to the tuesday thingy again , he said if we come dier ader semangat sikit nak training ! lehh uhhh ! and plus a pink colour guy admire aiiha , and plus he said next time we must seat where the others seat , he siad they all actually friendly (:

kaayyy ! , syiqah dah agreee , left with aiiha , and mars !

I'M SOO HAPPPYY !(giggles)
mum's cooking my favourite dish , mee hong kong !yummy XD
and that dish also , someone punye mak punye fav ! ahah , info thak perlu ^^
kayy byee , muaahhhs , xoxo fykachuu~

2nd post ! (:

A guy had a crush on this girl. He follows her wherever she goes. One day the girl noticed and asked the guy:

Girl: Why do you keep on following me?

Boy: Because you're so pretty and I think I'm falling in love with you.

Girl: Really? But you haven't met my friend yet. She's prettier than me and she's right behind you.

The guy looked behind him but found no one.

Boy: Are you making fun of me? There's no one behind me.

Girl: No, but if you really love me, you won't look back.

 

p/s: i can't stop thinking about you , is it so hard just to forget you for a day ? tommorow i'm going East coast , i'm going to naz bbq ! (:

this updation goes out to my BEST FRIEND !

First picture macam drug addict kan ? tsktsk (:

Goodmorning cats,dogs,rapist,aliens,zombies,humans,and the whole other planets and other countries , kay that doesn't sounds right . Anyway , i had a good start today ! yeahh , i woke up only saw my greatest bestfriend giving me a good early morning sms , yes the sms was about yesterday on how i forgot about him , ahahahah (: cause i told him i"ll sms you once i'm done playing computer , but i ended up making him wait till he fall asleep , sorry bestfriend ! , then he scold me laahhh early in the morning , soo we smsed for minutes , then suddenly my eyes like open close open close that time already 11.32 , then suddenly only i doze off again without replying his sms , hehe , and when i woke up it was 1.30+ and then i gave him another good morning sms , and he called me BIG TIME PIG ! wahhh sad siaahh ,tsktsk but nevermind ,i'm used to it , why he called me that , it's because , i woke up , i played computer and i eat , but i nvr bathe or anything , sound disgusting , but hey ! the computer was calling me , haha ! and he said he was on Facebook, but i didn't see him online and too my surprised , he went to the facebook of sex well , i know he soo yellow minded-ish , nvm i'm used to it already , and then suddenly he said this at fb chats !

14:20Binay

i swear i will kill u if u blog abt this.

14:20Fyka

i dont care
gaaaaaaaaaahh , what are bestfriend for ?

14:20Binay

oh.

so they are meant to paoto?

thn fine, i will...

k shit, what cn i do ah?

14:21Fyka

see , you cant do anythin

nehnehnehneh

and so on , then he say he gonna rape me , ahahahha funny or what ! first kill then now rape , stupid siahh this binay misir ! XD

I KNOW I'M A CHIBAI GIRL RIGHT NOW , ahahahaha!

so i'm really being an angel today , see i'm helping out with chores , and i'm staying at home , sorry everyone for not tagging along with you guys , the flee market and the alvin and the chipmuks 2 , sorry taww, next time kayy ! Anyway bbygs and i planned to have a trip to sentosa again ,pray for me that i wont be dark like last time , and were gonna invite some of you guys to come and join with us , and you guys meant to ALL GIRLS !,no boys allowed , it will be a day where only US girls , so if anyone want to tagg along , do text me (:

everytime i try to fly i fall without my wings i feel so small,guess i need you baby (:

and everytime i see you in my dreams i see your face your haunting me , guess i need you baby (:

your my l-o-v-e ♥

i'm suprised that me and ma girls are SOOO wanted

i met babygirls today , blog's bieng a BITCH ,

will update later on , now i'm facebooking ! ^^v

i upload new pictures at facebook yawww !
so , time for a serious update ! , well i'm gonna copy and paste some okay , please be understanding , cause i'm like so laaazzyy , i'm so stressed with alot of things , and when i say alot i mean it , like everythings cocked up , whatever ,gossshh today i catched up with many things , and i made more new girlfriends ya know , yes , i had conference with Athirah , Marissa, Nadhrah ,Natyqa ! YAY ! kay besides that , you know just now got a flasher at msn , if any guy the email is big22cm@live.com or is it hotmail , i can't recall please do not accept the webcam , he showed his bloody 22cm cock ! i reapeat ehh , please do not accept , so i've been going out like every single day , and i planeed to stay at home tommorow , cause i want to help mum with house chores , lately she's been busy , like very busy , i pity my mum , and plus if i everyday go out , pokai uh like that , tsk ! sorry you guys , can't follow to the flee market , so i had my morning tuition , and i went to aiiha's crib after that , than to naz and than to darwisma , met wanie , and went to the jumpjump place , saddest part , all the obstacles , all GONE ! :( sad sial , and we sat at pondok and gossip , yes ! i heard soo many things , making my blood boil so much , no matter what happens , were always together right babygirls , wahhh siaalaaah , i heard that when school starts me,wanie,aiiha,naz,darwisma,ben,ally,reyha all nak kene sound dengan khairani paa ! you have no proof that we actually rembat or should i say abuse/fight/beat/hit Syafiqahh !MAKK KAAUU ,what's with teenagers nowadays ,tsktsk .
you know , it's amazing how were not involve in a fights or arguements then suddenly we all were involve in the story , funny ! (: stop assuming laah khairani , just because we had a huge arguement last time doesn't mean were always gonna pick on you guys , merepek saak ! why do god even give you brains ? UNLESS if it involve our friends , BESTFRIENDS WILL STUCK WITH EACH OTHER , NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS , NOT LIKE YOU LOSERS OUT THERE . grrr !
(copied from aiiha's bloggy)
& i didn't know that we had so much adoring fans

OhMyGosh , I'm so flattered

sometimes bitches don't know when tuh quit

but its okay , we'll still stand strong tgt as hands held tgt

we are unbreakable - through thick & thins

get that in your mind my adoring fans *winks

we've been through a lot , people won't suceed if they never make mistakes

don't cha agree with me ? (:

yes , thanks so much for caring so much

tak sangka orang suka jaga tepi kain orang ehhh ?
 
please ehh , do not underestimate me and my bestfriends !
anyway , i had muchmuch fun today , pray for me that i will stay at home and help mummy with house works! ^^v
anyway , i'm wondering how have you been , i swear seeing you yesterday felts like heaven , please ,i don't want you to move on just like that , wanna know why cause remeber how you said friends forever ? yes, i still could not forget about that .

P/S: Zyzy had to attend

somekind of meeting with all

her other COUSINS ! get

this clear , it's not that she

can't go out or anything , if

not she would be in this

picture of US ! (for the

busybody who likes to know

like everything about US)
cukop thak info niy ? thak cukop bilaang jer , thak yah malumalu . ^^v

i had my dayy (:

       tamp>pasir ris > kallang > cityhall > suntec > marina sqr > tamp  >home

soooo , as i'm waiting for the video to upload, i'm gonna update .

waaaahhh , someone is nice enough to bring me to the abondened railway ! ^^v suuukkee aku , sooo who want to follow text me (:

uhhmmmm , so today starts with Aiiha pig wakes me up at 11 , soo , she asked me to go bathe but i bathe around 11.30 , cos i wass soo lazy , hehes !

today it's like soo nice , everything like goo soo right , today a few people shouted my name, but when i turned i can't seem to know who was it , but nevermind .

ohh yaah , did i tell you i me and aiiha saw syukri and friends , he looks kinda different , and they were like waving bye to me , and when i asked aiiha to turned they , like make idk how to explain ahahahs, sedddiihh !

sooooooooo listen , okay i cancel upload cos it's like soo long , and i want mr.special to sms me , i'm hoping only , but i'm not sure after what happened .

soo we wanted to seat in the mrt all the way to kallang , since were hardworking enough and patient , we went one round just to get seats , not bad right .

soo , was wondering what's at kallang leisure so we headed there , i tell you the place is soo deserted , but good laah , can romance you know there , can snog and all .

wandered around kallang leisure and soon got bored, soo we went out took pictures and all , and while walking somewhere near the bustop there were this group of guys they were like this you know ,

them: ehh , awak 13 thak , kalo awak 13 niy budak nak kenal-kenal

aiiha: whatt the fuck , we 14 lahh eyyhhh nak dekat FIFTEEN .

them:giggles and all .

me: laughs really hard !

notice something , when we look matured people thot that were 18-19 , and when they know our age they laugh at us , and when we thot we look matured , people thot we look like 13 , what the hell kan ?(aiiha gets intimidated when it comes about how we look like or age , her blood boils very fast siah)

sooo , we chased bus 11 and changed to 31 , we took random buses , suprisingly the place where i want to go , the bus go , wahhhh , happy uh ! Suntec city , lol .

so stop penin there , and go city link , and blablabla .

soo we got tired and all , and you know what a man carried La Senza paper bag .

(convo with aiiha)

A: ehh tgok lelaki to , dier carry La Senza punye bag uh .

F:looks , aa'ah lahh seyhhh , not bad not bad .

A: uhuh , not bad , eh jom kiter pegi kat dier and cakap kuatkuat ,"LA SENZA SEYHHH , WAHH NOT BAD!"

F: ehh boleehhh ! (thinks for awhile..)

F: ehh , dier sorang ker dengan girlfriend dier ?

A:entah

*A&F turns and look back*

F:uhh , dier ader dengan girlfriend dier uh ,

A: kalau dier sorang confirm dier malu punyee .

F:aa'ah seyhhh (giggles) , kalau dier pegi sorangsorang confirm girlfriend dier malu , cos dier mintak bra size and the waist size and all , niy confirm christmas present punyeee .

(and soo on)

btw we saw , i forgot her name , tanjong katong girl , see laahh i stm already .

so then , we headed back to tampines and met syiqah and marissa .

we went somewhere , hehehe i don't want to tell later someone jelous uh .

we= centre of attraction .

wahhh , it was the most embarassing moments of my life !

and you know got one uncle , try to flirt with us , kau ingat kiter ape , sukee sangat denagn kau , ish !

and and todayy , i'm generous with smiles you know , even to whom i don't know .

will re-edit this post , cause i'm lazy to write all , once i have the mood , so be patient !

yes ! you ! , i'm gonna get back get back , with you ! XD

i find a way or another ~

more pictures , coming soon .

p/s: i'm still lazzy ,to upload videos . you want see it , go facebook okay !

puffypuffy eyes :(

i woke up with puffy eyes (it meant something)

“I will prepare and some day my chance will come.”

Someday you'll come to realize, that i really love you v v v much the last time, baby.

being hurt is just one of the obstacles in life , how i wished i was strong enough to overcome my fears.This is where it all began , so tell me it will never end , i can't fool myself an its you and no one else (: 
soooo its 7.46 , i'm back and uhmmm i'm too lazy to upload the videos , anyway i made a video of me and fiqah dancing like , ahahahah , shits ! but the last part im not trying to insult the person i hate or anything , todayyy i cried again .
"kuch kuch hota hai"go find the meaning yourself (:
god , please help me to be strong , thank you very much iloveyou (:
i want to celebrate christmas with bbyg's please ^^v
i'm always lying to you and always putting a fake smile on me .