Make me real~

ohh yeahh , ahuh !?
i can't wait for next thursday , weeee~
seriously, i'm going out with him,were going to the cinema.
he want to watch ghost movies.
and i dislike that kind of movie,
ahhh, i think i'm in love.
he loves me but i like him , i said lets be friends,i don't want things to be so fast.
omgomg!after scholl on thursday i need go home straight away,
and i planned to shower change and meet him at safra,bustop.
ah yeah, then we go to the mall together,ahhks.
eh, he said i sweet y'knw but i think i'm mean.
later if go out with him i take pictures tau !!!!
i really don't know how i'd even fall for him, he's sweet words and gawd he damn nice.
[not as in food okay]
i'm so in love, i hoped he's not reading this, cause i'd said that i"ll
only blogged about him when were meeting on thursday,
ahhks, such a big fat liar aren't i.
but i'm scared, i'm really scared.
i don't know wheter should i trust him or not,
i'm scared he'd used me,
i'm scared if suddenly he's love for me is vanished,
i'm scared that he's a playboy,
i'm scared that he don't like how i look like when i meet him,
i'm really scared of losing him,
ohhh gawd i think i'm thinking to much,help me!
i don't want to get my hopes up high,argh =.="
eh but one thing unique about him is that he could change his voice, holy makerel .
later tonight will have phone talk, i hope he online .
although he smokes , he's not a matrep or those wannabe
he's just him,i'd only asked him not to smoke infront of me as i dislikes it,
ahhks i say i don't want to smoke but i want to try sheesha,
"ahh,tu sedap tapi don't try larh not good for your health , nanti you batuk-batuk macam i"
and i was like okay i wont.
sweet eyh he!?
eyh nervous arh meeting him ,im so nervous skali tu we make out how!?
ahhks, not gonna happen and i know this should be written in a private blog, but
i just can't shut my mouth ah yeah ~
wish me luck taww! :DDDDD
and tommorow going wildwild wet and escape uh .
maybe i take pictures taww! :DDDD
k best that's all i want to blog about.
toodles :D