cause afterall the things you did for me , got beaten by temptation

hi good morning pretty sweet things (:

i just read wanie's blog , aww .

you mean the whole world to me tooo .

How can i even forget this? How can i love Azrul a lot more than you? You know, i cried when i read this like once again. I don't know why. But i seriously miss those times. Like, you and me. And Azrul with Aiman? Those times whn your always mad at me, nagged whole day long, and keep on debating over stupid things. And the most, your always there. Always. Whenever i fought with Azrul, he turned me down and more? Remember? And you'll go beastgirl with me. But all i do is let you down. I don't care a thing and continue on with him. Im sure, you remember. It's the sweetest thing, i guess. And then. i'll cry & you'll cry and im sorry and you'll forgive me. That's a lot, for a bestfriend. You've sacrified a lot for me, don't you think so, too? Like, ACCEPT AZRUL ALTHOUGH YOU HATE HIM A LOT? I still remember, those times when they're always finding fault on you, and you'd give up. But thn i told you, all you have to do is changed, so that they won't hate you? And you did? And then, now, they dont hate you? So you asked me to changed, so they wont take advantage of me. And so i did, and now, they're scared to even disturb me again. Well, thank you. If wasnt because of you, i wont be able to do this. Remember on how you used to protect me, scold Hidayah and whoever, who disturbs me? And then they'll hate you but you don't even care, just because i matters? Trust me, ily. A lot. I just don't know. I feel, like as if, we.. We're apart? As im typing this, tears's rolling down my cheeks. I don't know. Because lately, your busy and im busy. And i cant go out because im busy and you, you just come back. Ah, i dont know. I seriosuly miss those times, like we're always otp together and all. Everywhere together. Nah. Look, im sorry. Im sorry if im not here for you. I really am. Im seriously busy this whole week. But trust me, will you? I seriously miss you too. A whole lot. *Hugs* You mean the world to me. And i remember on how i used to say ' No one can separate us apart, no one. ' Till one day, Mr Ng changed our seat? Remember? Thn you wanted to cry, but all i do is laughed. And you beat me up. And i go ' Buat ape nhak nagis? Bukan bye die nhak chang his mind, lebih baik buat bising lagi. Eh die dah dtg, cepat sengaje ckp cepat! " And i sing and all. But i you do is, keep quiet. Haha, how cute. And so, after school, we complained it to Mr Tan. as soon as we saw Mr Ng, we run like stupid girls. Haha, cute siak. We even complained to Binay and Ahmad. And they laughed and say we're lame. Thn, Binay keep on listening and we never let him off our voice. And soon, Ahmad's done with his work? And Binay havent. All because of us. Again, at the canteen, we complained again. We complained to almost everyone. Haha! And thn, we saw mr ng, and so, we begged him like mad. You even sit at the dirty floor just to beg him. Haha! But it didnt worked! Hahaha. Sodeyh sial! So how? So don't you worry :) Nah, i dont mind you with Niki anymore :D If his the one, thn yeah, you be with him. Whoever it's gonna be. All up to you :D

(the ones in orange are wanie's , aha! sneek preview)

i very embarassed uh of what she wrote .

especially the me sitting at the dirty floor !
okay , moving on ehh ! i'm still embarrased XD

sooo , listen .

i couldn't sleep the whole day , bad case of insomnia .

why ? because i felt very bad after what i did .

and all i could do was move my body round and round on the bed .

i didn't know how to say i'm sorry .

in my whole entire life , i have never not sleep for a day .

ohmygosh afiqah , you becoming like normal girls who cares so much for guys .

tsktsk , ape nak jadi,jadi laaahhh !

still i miss you , still i had to lied .

how can i move on just like that , stupid laahh you fykaaaaaa !

i stay in love with you .

i'm still wondering , what makes her so much better then me ?
i just want everything she's got ?

okay reply to tags !

D: ahahahah , yesyes they all jelous . just that they don't want to tell !shhhhh , we don't tell the whole world that were together XD

zul: no ,i was the one . i initiated it (: and you are from which school ?

p/s: to the people who ask me to relink them , i might take sometime , i can't be bother right now , waste my time and energy only , relinkrelink .