Girls do what they want

i'm saying this because this is what i'm feeling .

i am missing someone veryvery badly .

but everythings different now .

and i'm jelous of her , when it was me :(

sooner or later you'll _ _ _ _ for her .

would we ever be friends again ?

i'm afraid that i might lose you .

but that's life , people come and go .

i'm sorry , i miss you .

i'm just afraid and scared .

cause i don't want this to end , not now .

FUCK IT !

i can't care about anything but you .

how i wish i can let go of the things that i really don't want .

disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu .

i just want you to be like the you i used to know .

but if she makes you more happier then i do ,

i will let it be , if that what's makes youn happy .

cos if you're happy i am too (:

xoxo , i miss babygirls .