why can't i cry ?

I am very agitated with this third party .

i feel like making her realise that she sound so desperate .

and yes, if i could kill her i would .

i'm still trying to figure out , why the sudden change ?

should i really move on ?

but i don't want , i'm still in love with you .

i love you with all my heart, but i can't make you realise that .

i'm already soo nice to let go of sepak takraw guy .

our friendship broke off just like that , because i hurt him too much .

i guess all that was a waste huh !?

(long pause, thinking hard)
it's seems that your keeping something away from me !

Dear Santa ,

if you are reading this , i have a few things that i'm hoping that you could make it happen for me,all i'm asking for christmas is , have him and get that desperate girl awayaway!

to go out with babygirls, and this $$$$$, to be more helpful in the family , and last but not list to be honest and nice to everyone (:

please grant me that ^^v

so now i want to upload pictures of me being self-obsessed !

only FOR TODAY uhhh XD

okay , i'm lazy to upload some more , hahahha enough laahh ! this is naturaall !
no make up or whatever , and i made ugly faces .
so , if you dont find me pretty or whatever thats your problem , why bother seeing my blog . I GOT A BIG PIMPLE ON MY FACE, AND I'M BURSTING IT ! AWW PAIN ! :(
i love you really ,i'm hoping for the best , for now if your not gonna talk to me , i understand , i"ll move on slowly . i just need someone to always cheer me up , and make me stop thinking about you , if your really entaertaining her , who knows, cause i can't control you , i wish i hadn't gone out from singapore , i'm veryy saddd :(
i"ll treat you like a rose .
your so hypnotizing you got me laughing while i sleep ,you've got me smiling in my dreams (:
i really can't stop thinking about you and her .
your so different now than last time .
god , please help me .
p/s: i find myself stupid , because im still holding on to someone that doesn't care much , why must i have this feeling ?
XOXO, Fykachuu ; can't stop , won't stop loving you .