is it just sooo hard to forget you

HAPPY NEW YEAR !(:

fireworks = awesome !
parttyyy all night yesterday ? nope not really -.-

so yesterday went out to esplanade for countdown , yes i had itchy legs i can't possibly sit at some place for fucking 2 hours++ NO WAY !

incidents happen , and gawd i'm soo lucky to be soo protected (:

there was mixture of feelings though because the atmosphere keep changing .

okays , let's start from the beginning , since i'm hardworking enough today .

so i didn't slept properly the night before countodown , i slept around 6+

and i had to wake up at 10 , cause i had tuiton , ACTUALLY planned to went out with them but i was soo lazy , i'm sorry if i ditched you guys , really am .

so all plans were cocked up yesterday till a guardian angel actually saved my life !

yesyes , for the first time i met sufyan , lol !

he is like so SHORT ! but okay laahh , atleast taller then me , but yes he isn't bad looking okayy , he is perfectly normal .

what the fuck siahh i'm talking , anyway he was my "COUSIN" haha ! we have to fake it , if not the friends wont wait for me and yana , cause were taking ages to come to them , yes i'm sorry butbut of i were to tell that yan's my friend he's friend would actually talk to me , baaaaaaaaahh nevermind .

so i met yana at tampines mrt platform that was 7 already , and we went to had our breakfast,lunch and dinner at burger kings , sumpah tak mengenyangkan , that means it doesn't make you full , so went to iluma toilet did some touch ups on yana's face then met sufyan at bugis junction the water water area , WAAHHH STRIKING SEEYYHH YELLOOWW COLOUR .

and we all walk around , well we didn't only went ith sufyan laaahh , with his gang, sumpah irritating , but overall it was fun uhh , then we could actually went out with the damaians but yana dont want cause of the time , whatever .

anyway i accidentally went into the clubbing , waahh im so amazed .

butbut it was creepy though , cause there was so many druken people and all their faces look like rapist , and there were lying on the floor and pots all broken and all , wahh , the atmosephere was so WOW ! just WOW !

i'm afraid of bangla after yesterday incident .

and the worst part was when we wanted to go out there was this bangla who aimed the foam spray cam at me, yana and sufyan , and he was making some sort of faces ,a dn of course lahh we were afraid i mean me and yana , and he followed us siaahh , bukan nak spray , irritating siaaahh , then yana ran , and i was in a state where i couldn't think cause i was soo afraid you know , then suddenly a caucassion girl go spray directly on my face , then sufyan grab my hand and pulled me away cause i really can't think during that point of time , and then we walked then suddenly only another man go spray , and i was filled with foam on me lucky , fast dry , yana so lucky siaaahh never kene . anyway during that point of time we were sperated from some of his friends .

nevermind , i think this says alot from yesterday , yesterday countdown .

and i'm soo not ready for school , i think i'm gonaa concave my hair and side bangs for a fringe , not the slunted type but like idk how to explain , hope for the best for my concave hair ^^v

anyway i didn't tell the whole of it of what happend so you can just go to yana's blog , here's the link http://evrydaylifestory.blogspot.com/

i used to think , i had the answers to everthing but now i know .

is it worth waiting for you ? well i hope so , cause i just can't go on just like that , what did you do to me ? i guess this is what they say first love.