Depressing

Hello there,I'm updating again.Weeeee!~ Aren't you all proud of me?But well...uh probably no one is reading this piece of bullshit old blog.It's so plain,dull and boring anyway.Nothing interesting.Anyway,today my school had some career talk.Where different polytechnics/collegue and art school speak their piece out.Like NAFA,ITE and Temasek poly. Anyway,the talk wasboring.I literally died.And furthermore,i was so restless.Cause i have like aching on my shoulder and i really need to lie down due to the Hip Hop lesson my class had.Which 3/4 of classmates are not interested.Dayum!Anyway,what i wanted to blog abut was how depressing life is.I mean my life.

I have to put in my bloody tiny brain that i have to work hard in order to get into good polytechnics.Yeah i'm not aiming higher or lower than that.Means i cant be messing arround with things,doing stupid stuffs and all.Furthermore N's are right around the corner.LOL. But the thing that's is making my life depressing is schools...studies.ARGH STUDIES!!! I really have to improve my grades in rder to get into Secondary 5.Lie the grades i'm having now aren't good enough.Haixzzz.So any kind soul would wanna give me motivation? Well...about schools..?Honestly i don't know what i want to be when i grow up.So it's like due to that,i don't really know what courses i'm gonna take and stuffs.Probably i'll be listening to my mum.Achieving t a bright future.Lol,yeah i know it sucks to have your future planned by your parents.But parent's knows the best.

Maybe tonight i'll read through all the brochures i took today.Cause i have to.I need a bright future.I also need motivation.Lot's and lot's of em'! Apart from being depressed aren't you all happy i updated this?It took me a week plus to update this.Kinda sticking to my promise?Oh yah! I havta upload Ayub photos right.Okok soonsoon.LOL. Lazy ah want to find the photos and plug in.So i think that's about all i want to update.Thanks for reading!<3