Love?What is love?Questions that i keep on asking myself.Why is there even such thing as love?Why can't we humans live without feelings being formed.Why is it so hard?I think i'm on the verge of being depressed.I feel so lonely,i'm not used to being so alone in my life.I thought you wouldn't mean so much to me,i thought i could move on within days.I didn't and i'm still trying so hard.Finding ways,can someone prove to me that we do not need love to live.I believe in this 3 words that love conquers all.And I am that desperate to stop believing in it. I hate the fact that i'm the cause of the separation,i also hate the fact that you move on so quickly.I thought i was your everything.You lied to me didn't you? Why am i so naive to believe you.I trusted you.You prove me wrong,and i'm never ever gonna turn back..Someday you'll regret your decision and you'd be crawling back to me.I hope it'll happen.Yes i know i'm only 17 and i bet half of you who is actually giving a fuck to read my blog is saying to me "gurl it's only monkey love for you,you still have a long way to go" But what if I think that he's the one that I want for in my future life? I really want a scientific explaination as to why the word "love" exist. I would do anything to make these feelings fade away. :/ why can't i live happily without all these heartbreaking issues in life?Why is there always obstacles in life?But honestly,love is the best feeling ever,and i miss it soooo much only god knows how much i want it.How much i want you back in my life,I know i will never ever get you back.Because in your eyes i'm unappreciative of you.And in your eyes you only see me as a rebound and a friend.This is starting to annoy me,i never thought i would actually blog about my personal issues,but i did cause i couldn't help myself, because i am extremely desperate to let off my feelings and i couldn't think of anywhere but here.Why? Because judgemental pricks can't do much about this.Argh,sorry for this extremely depressing emotional blogpost.I feel better anyways,and also sorry for neglecting my blog.Won't be blogging things like this in the mere future hopefully.All the best,xoxoMay Allah bless you.
2 comments:
Hey! it must have been tough on you when you actually put your time and type this down. Well dont be depress alright? i know i may be some stranger, but still cheer up alright! there are so much more that we have not seen,touch or feel in this world.
anyways write more, i might just give a **** to read about it (:
cheer up alright.
Awww..This made me felt better & Thank you sooo much anon! You motivate me to actually update my blog (: <3
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