I think i have a pretty much have a fucked up life.No, not in term of like family issues but in terms of my own social life and well study life?My family is pretty decent but extremely complicated. But anyway i'm so bored of my life. Life isn't giving me any new things to offer. It feels shitty and i'm in a course that totally fucked up. Pretty shitty.I HATE IT. They treat us like dogs,worse then secondary school. I've to go counselling just because i'm late for school.WHAT KIND OF SHIT IS THAT? it's fucking shit and i've to some reflection to why i was late. I wore pink socks the other day and stupid fat tiny teacher freaking shout at me infront of the WHOLE class and ask me to take out my socks.Like why does all nursing teachers have to over exaggerate? IT'S JUST A PINK SOCKS. Yeah the rules is to wear black or white socks but really WHICH PATIENT WOULD WANT TO LOOK AT MY FEET AND FOCUS ON A FREAKING SOCKS. Can you see how fucked my course is? WORSE COURSE IN ITE EVER.. I've to bare with this for 2 years and InsyAllah i will go to poly. I'm doing this for my mum and for my family it's for the best. I hate it when teachers keep saying this "You chose this course you better abide by the rules,if not you jolly well get out from here" NOT EVERYONE WANTS TO BE IN NURSING COURSE and you could have not chose us! Some of us are forced to,some of us chose nursing because it is the only course with a future. I just strongly dislike my course,OKAY NO I HATE IT. But i'll to go through this phase. Anyway,i'm fine now like in term of love i guess i'm fine.Maybe at some nights i'd be pretty sad.But most of the other nights i'll be just fine. Okay i'm done.
xoxo Afiqah~
2 comments:
Hey! well i know how you feel. been thru that same phase too! definitely can relate to how you feel. I recall my first day of ite, i swear it is so embarrassing for me having to be stare top to bottom in the bus. its like they are saying "Why is this guy wear that uniform?" and just like you i hated my course! but that was one course that they put me into which is a Higher Nitec course, It was electronic engineering. haha firstly, my maths sucks and i know its gonna be a struggle for me and it sure did. i wish i could tell you more about it haha.
you know what you dont have to go thru some nights all alone.
nice to know i made you smiled on the previous post and i hope this too (:
And so your a guy,i see. This is interesting. Well you could obviously tell me more if you want to. I'm all free to know more about you (: You sure did.Thanks again. xx
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