I deserve this,

Hi,happy June Holidays everyone (:

My holidays just begun and i've no idea what i should do during this holidays.I'm unprepared to go for my attachment.I'm having mixture of feelings with attachment lol. I'm excited and at the same time i'm scared and nervous. I'm not sure how am i going to react when i see a dick.LOL REAllY I'M AFRAID.

Anyway i screwed up my exams,i was being so complacent.Why?because i've been getting good grades during class tests.So i had the chill chill apple mindset during my exam. Well....i know i kinda regret for not studying much and played around.So all the best for my results on the 28 June.My results will tell me if i could make it for attachment,insyAllah i'm able to go for my attachment. Apart from school,my life has been pretty great. I'm happy with what i have right now,i'm happy with the people around me.The company i have with me,it feels good.I thought i could never felt this way anymore,i don't feel as empty as i used to be. I totally understood the saying that goes by "good things will happen to those who wait" I guess i deserve to feel this way because i've not done much this year,i've not been a badass XD ok joking. Everyone deserves to be happy,as much as i missed being in love and loving the feeling i'm quite glad that right now i'm not in any position to be commited to anyone.But at the same time living my life like this is quite uninteresting. What i'm trying to say is,i love how love feels,how happy you can be when you're in love. It's like the whole world stops and stares for awhile..... cheesy? naaaawwwhhh. I know i'm not doing a good job in blogging but i promise that i will update once in awhile,actually i've been doing that. Heheheheh,alright i'm done for now.

xoxo