We've all has had our first love,or should i say first real love/TMS

Have you ever hoped that the person you once loved will come back to you, falling back into your arms?

Have you ever dream of the person you once loved,is still in love with you? And when you wake up you realised the fact that it was just a dream. And it felt surreal didn't it.

Eventually,you moved on from the fact that the person you onced loved will never ever come back. But then one day,you found out that the person you onced loved found someone else and the person you onced love changed into someone you never knew. And you noticed that the person you onced loved seemed to treat  the "new person" so much better than how he/she treated you. And suddenly you just felt so sad,your heart just shattered into pieces and then you realised you never actually did moved on as a whole. The thought of him/her loving someone else affected you for a few days because that feeling of being replaced just sucks. Because he/she onced told you that you were the best he/she ever had... Afterall the person you onced love was your first real love. And no one in this world will ever forget their first love. 

I guess i'm just sad to know the truth..because i wouldn't want you to forget what we had. But i'm really happy that my first love found someone new and all i can say now is to hope for the best for him. I never really did stopped caring for him and i guess i'll never will. I have no idea why i do still care when it's already gone. But well that girl of yours,sure is lucky.She got you when you're all free and easy. For a moment back then, i know what we had was real. Well, atleast our feelings were.

Anyway just wanted to update on how i felt recently,never really knew the right way on how to overcome situations like this. But one tip that will save you from depression due to this......it's actually to try to forget the memories you've had. And to appreciate the people around you. Because you will realised how the people around you is so much more important then just a distinctive memory. Because the people around you plays a big part in your future and they are the ones that could make your rainy days better.. So let's all remember to just look/move forward to everything. Because the backspace button does not actually works.