Friday, April 6, 2012

I was there always by your side,i never left. I never wanted to leave but i had to.

And i know where i stand now. I'm done staying waiting for you. My heart says i should keep on waiting but my mind does not allow me to do that anymore. 4 months i'm still trying. 4 months i thought you'd come back. I guess this would be my last post for you. Because i can't be bothered anymore. I can't care for someone who does not care for me at all. I just can't do it anymore. I don't want to pretend that i don't care. But for now and maybe forever i have to. And it sucks.
Xoxo

2 comments:

h. said...

Sometimes we simply cant help it but to think about our ex, why must it all end up like this. Its a natural cause my dear girl, someday, just one day you will let it go. Just take a small step alright? just don't rush things it surely will take sometime. Your pretty, your young and hey! why are you saying all this to yourself? look outside! look thru yourself! you know you can do it!

Afiqah Omar said...

Aww thanks sweetie,you're so lovely. It sucks to feel this way but it can't be helped. Yes i'll take baby steps this isn't my first time trying to move on.Thank you so much. You made me smile. xx